im not that special - just a submissive, an artist and a dream.
Hello everyone! Salute!
I am not sure what to tell about myself, specially I obviously can't tell too much but what I can say is that I am from eastern Europe, and I've discovered I am a submissive from a very young age. Truth be told, I think I discovered I'm "into it" before I even knew what sexuality is. Most of my life I thought this is very special, but the more I spoke with doms and subs the more I learned that this is actually a very common story. I think my first memory is when I was about 10, I found a painted picture of someone riding a carriage and whipping the horses. I was completely mesmerized by it. I remember looking at it for hours with my hand between my legs. I can't say I was aroused, I don't think you can be at the age of 10, but it was something. Maybe the combination of violence and art?
I Found Art
I will guess many of you know the feeling of discovering "something is wrong with me" - well, I am the same. I realized at a pretty young age I am attracted to being dominated by men - from films, books, art, music and even porn. I can't say for sure, but I think maybe I liked art at first because it was the only place where I could be what I wanted - created what I wanted (to a limit) and people not judging it, but passing it as "ahhhhh - it's ok - it's art". So it felt safe.
With time it became my dream. Being an artist and combining it with my darkest fantasies. That's what I want to do. I want to make a living sharing my BDSM fantasies, being submissive and making a living from it in the form of my art.
My Dream
As I mentioned, with time I realized my dream: making a living by creating art based on my fantasies. Sharing them as stories, as oil paintings, writings, videos and any form of art I can think of.
It took me a long time to find the courage to start this website, but I really hope is to find like-minded people who will like what I do and support my art. Can I make it? Who knows - we'll just wait and see I guess!
Some Notes
1) I hope you can understand this, but being a submissive girl, on-line, in today's word can get a bit scary. I am happy to share my art with everyone I know but I can will only answer messages from members, because those people I can at least trust. I hope you understand - it's really not easy being a sub on the internet, and it's nothing personal.
2) I get asked this a lot, so I will just answer it in a very clear way: Yes, I really am a sub. Yes, I really have those fantasies and some bdsm practice in my real life as well, and I am hoping to dive much deeper into it. I am a sub at heart, I want to find someday a man who is as dominant as I am submissive, and is also into art but this is not what this site is for.
3) That being said: This website is to show my art and not meet a romantic partner. If you really want to get to know me and my art, I will be happy to. But please don't use this just as an excuse to try and have sex with me - we probably are very far away on the globe anyway.